Vapor
The other day we were flipping through radio stations and we heard a preacher say "Life is but a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away" and I haven't been able to get that out of my mind since. I haven't always cherished my life like I do now. I must say that the past few years have been my favorite. And as I am getting older, this truth about my life being so temporal really sinks in for me. I wonder if everyone in my life realizes just how much I love and appreciate them. I think about how if my vapor were to vanish today, I would feel very fulfilled and that I had lived such a full life. I get so caught up and obsessed with everyday life...work mostly, and become so distracted that I forget to be intentional about my life. I try very hard to enjoy each moment and remind myself of the gift of each day, but some days just don't feel like gifts and I get distracted. I've been distracted lately.
I'm focused in on it though right this moment. I'm sitting at my desk at work, getting ready to go home for the evening and I see my Ciege sitting over there next to me and I'm overwhelmed with a feeling of peace and thankfulness for the life I've experienced thus far. I'm so thankful to have my husband working next to me. He looks over throughout the day and smiles at me and it just makes me wonder how spouses work separately...how did we ever NOT work together? Today he gave me a very sweet compliment as we both walked to the break room together for a soda. He said that I looked great in my jeans and it just has made me feel so loved ever since. He is such a great best friend and husband and I feel like I adore him more and more everyday.
And I got to have lunch with my Mom today. We ate at a 50's style diner and I just so enjoyed her company. The greatest gift of my adulthood has been the recent sweet relationship that I have with her. She is just so amazing and I love her so dearly.
It is so easy for me to get distracted with life. When I stop, slow down, and take inventory though I have to say that I am incredibly blessed. What a life! :) I'm amazed at how many blessings have been showered upon me and how wonderful life can be.
I'm hoping that my "vapor" will last a super long time, but if it doesn't, I want everyone I love to know how much they mean to me and how much I have just lived such a great, full life.



































